for you and only you?

time has come for me to settle down with someone that i care so much...
love has over-shadowed the dark past, and hold the future in motion and in visualization
i know this time is pure and real, beyond everything
beyond pain
beyond life
beyond sorrow or regret
beyond everything
i know that time is pure and real, beyond everything

this thing is beyond me and and beyond all odds

but the thing is... this is happening and i just love every microsecond of what is happening

You, i love you... you my dear Alfi...

worth the wait

have you ever waited years for someone?
to wait for year for that special one?
to hope that in the end, that the two of you might be?
to just spend all time you have before he leaves you be?
would you cry everyday if you knew he might leave?
or spend every second rejoicing just to know that will still leave?
i frequently cry to God, and ask him why he made my life this way?
"it ain't to make learn?..." i asked. "i dont think this is the proper way?!"
are you punishing me, knowing who i am?
i think i deserve a better future, im in love, i truly am...
fine! punish me if its worth your anger, fine!! punish me then.
this is the best thing that ever happened to me, from all the shit that's happened now and then!
you know what, punish me with your full force, im daring you to.
come on "BIG DADDY" durn me in hell. i think you want to.
i know i wont change just because you said so.
please, just let me be, and give me a better life. hopefilly, in time you'll understand why i am so...
with those said and done.
i know its gonna be worth the wait.
even if i die just waiting for eternity.
maybe someday, he'll say yes to me.
and with that perfect day comes, i know its worth the wait...

guilty as charged

i am a man that walks towards someone

i am a man that walk towards that special one

and then i fault and loose my sight

and so crumble and cannot fight

so now im crawling towards somewhere

hoping that someday, i would find you here

im sorry for my fault

cant say it wont happen again

but i sure will damn hard try never to do it again

im sorry, i truly am and i never intended to hurt you in any way

im gulity as charged for my heinous act

and please i ask for forgivenes

and i know i have to earn it

again..... im sorry.....

M e b y y o u r s i d e

We
Having felt the pain
The loss
The suffering
And the tears…
No longer
Do we seek
The grief
The despair
And the longing…
We are here
Stronger
Smarter
And efficient
And now
We crave for reality
A real relationship…
True emotion…
A most cherished perfection…
I want us to be…
Ne’er shall disappear…
The want to feel
It all over again…
With me,
Unending times
And never ending moments…

The Mind is an Awful Thing to Waste

There are things that we must,
before we have to.
We consider “stuffs”,
that we must never attend to.
Thy look upon the goals,
when we must look upon the steps.
Act upon thy goals,
not let thy goals act upon you.
All in all though,
All I ask is that use thy mind before thy act.
Neither pain nor guilt would be able to ease our mind if we do thing not to be done.
No blood nor tear can save the mistakes we make everyday.
So now I plead to you, think before you act,
for your acts are the stones you use for your statues

Symphony

Together we would walk the earth
You held my even before my birth
Beyond my problems, you were there
If I laps, you would snare
Corus:
What if I wrote you a symphony?
Of a boy’n’girl who did everything to me
I think you would understand
That you’re the best of the land
You have a picture of me (what would I do)
back when I was a baby (if I don’t have you)
you know I love you so…
so much I can’t even show…
(Corus)
together we play this tone
for this song’ll never gone…
this symphony’s just for you
I wish we’d see life through

FREE FALLING

My hands are shaking
My eyes turning red
Why are all the words I was remembering?
Not being said?
I’m nervous and light headed
I never felt this way before
My mind’s slowly faded
I never felt so sore
But then I remembered
A single question appear
“Would you have accepted
If tis’ words were asked with fear?”
Some would say
He’s out of your league
Little do they know
What I’m striving for is big
Would you be the one
That I hoped so much to come
The man of my dreams
That I would have at all means
Forever I would remain loyal
Eternally true
I never break my word
For all I ask is you…
I’m trying my best
To make my dream real
Of having you and the rest
Be with me so near