worth the wait

have you ever waited years for someone?
to wait for year for that special one?
to hope that in the end, that the two of you might be?
to just spend all time you have before he leaves you be?
would you cry everyday if you knew he might leave?
or spend every second rejoicing just to know that will still leave?
i frequently cry to God, and ask him why he made my life this way?
"it ain't to make learn?..." i asked. "i dont think this is the proper way?!"
are you punishing me, knowing who i am?
i think i deserve a better future, im in love, i truly am...
fine! punish me if its worth your anger, fine!! punish me then.
this is the best thing that ever happened to me, from all the shit that's happened now and then!
you know what, punish me with your full force, im daring you to.
come on "BIG DADDY" durn me in hell. i think you want to.
i know i wont change just because you said so.
please, just let me be, and give me a better life. hopefilly, in time you'll understand why i am so...
with those said and done.
i know its gonna be worth the wait.
even if i die just waiting for eternity.
maybe someday, he'll say yes to me.
and with that perfect day comes, i know its worth the wait...